{"id":534,"date":"2019-05-06T18:09:43","date_gmt":"2019-05-06T18:09:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.evelynksunshine.com\/?p=534"},"modified":"2019-10-02T18:05:27","modified_gmt":"2019-10-02T18:05:27","slug":"real-not-perfect","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.evelynksunshine.com\/en\/2019\/05\/06\/real-not-perfect\/","title":{"rendered":"Real, not perfect"},"content":{"rendered":"

I never wanted you to be perfect. Just real. Real you. With all imperfections and flaws. With all ups and downs. Everything. And not your lies. Your faking. Day by day. Your pretending that I mean something to you. That you care about me. You childish games. Playing with a woman’s heart. Just so you could keep me close. On a leash, on a reach of your hand. So I was out of reach and unavailable for other men.<\/p>\n

You didn’t love me. You just needed to fill your ego with me. Or maybe you were feeling better about your miserable life. But you didn’t love me. You were just pretending that you have a feeling for me and that you care about me. Because you do not destroy the faith and heart of a person you love. You just don’t. I was not the first, the last or the only one you played with\u2026<\/p>\n

But I guess I needed one more asshole in my life so that from now on I finally love myself and my life more, and let only the right man in my life \u2013 and not somebody who thinks he’s a man. Because you are not a man. You are a boy who wishes to be a man, but with that type of childish behaviour, you will never become a man. But anyway, I forgive you and I’m finally letting you go out of my head and heart.<\/p>\n

Thank you for this life lesson.<\/p>\n

With love,<\/p>\n

Evelyn<\/p>\n

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